Somewhere
At unexpected moments
he could feel her fingers
plucking at his heartstrings,
playing the tune
they used to sing
off-key
on long trips
while the old Toyota
chugged up the mountains
barely doing forty-five
and the children fidgeted
in the back seat,
counting license plates
from every state.
He was Tony,
hanging from a fire escape
under Maria’s window,
both dreaming of a place
where they’d be safe to love.
He placed his hand on hers
and sang, “we’re halfway there”
as the children whined in back,
“how much longer?”
A lifetime later,
the children grown and married,
his wife in a grave marked with
colored stones
they’d collected on their trips,
all that remained was the music
and a strong feeling
she was still waiting for him,
somewhere.
(orginally published in Epiphany)